if i were benevolent dictator of the u.s., i would:.
give tax incentives to those who want to run their own small business.
make abortion illegal except for rape or incest.
One other thing.
Everyone who had ever offended or rejected me would be sent to a special camp and broken in body ,spirit and then shot
All those kids in school who called me a "pommy bastard".
Oh how they would rue those words as the electric shocks hit their genitals.
And that teacher! he would be an empty shell of a man by the time my "retrainers" got finished with him, and his mother,children and pet parakeet .
MUh-a HAHAHA.
Refiner-"long memory" class.
i dont know if this is good or bad and i'm intersted in opinion, comments ect.
my one and only real goal in life is to make sure my kid is happy all the time.
i dont mean literally every second cause thats not possible but i mean from now until hes an adult i want him to have everything that i didnt.
I think the same thing myself.
"My boys not gonna have any hangups...hes gonna be happy".
My sons only 11, so I dont yet know what will happen when the teen years hit. Maybe he'll grow up to hate me.
I allow him to hold whatever opinions he wants on all subjects and think Im heading in the right direction.
But flower, theres one thing that concerns me.
What about...YOU.
Dont you want a life for yourself? Aims? Things you want for you?
You should do something about getting some happiness for yourself.
Be selfish a little.
Id be concerned about purely living thru my child. Disappointment often results, clinginess, desperation.
some of you on this board know me, or at least part of my story, very likely most of you do not.. i am a 21 yr old male from chicago who finally mustered the courage to da myself roughly 6 months ago.
being a 3rd-generation jw, my grandfather was an elder 45 years, so this developed a reputation and precedence for me that i would one day be a co.. or go to bethel.
such high expectations, which i am happy i never fulfilled.
Reborn
I dont reckon you need to worry about your sincerity being questioned.
Your posting has sincerity written all over it.
Anyway. Being an astute judge of character...
...I can declare you'll be fine in time. Your pretty balanced. Hell.
We all get depressed sometimes.It takes time to build a life and years to overcome traumas of the mind and heart.Sorry its going to be a rough ride for a while, but I assure you you're learning amazing things that will benefit you greatly as your life rolls on.
You'll look back on your dub experience with awe and ask yourself why
you were lucky enough to have such an extraordinary experience that taught you such valuable lessons in human interaction and social behaviour.
i've just tossed out for recycling my nwt bible, greatest man book, book of bible stories, live forever book and other assorted jw memorabilia.
the house is less cluttered now with less shit hanging around.
you guys should do a spring clean as well.. .
Mines just gathering dust.
I never look at them anymore.I know everything that happened, and it is too pathetic to waste more energy on.
Someone gave me a WT Library CD recently, only looked at it in a desultory fashion a couple times...yawn.
I got three standing bookshelves full of Adventist, Mormon, Witness and Scientology crap. Dont know what I'll do with it all.
Think I'll just post fluff from now on.
theres a guy i know.
we were in the dubs together ever since i was 10.. hes 5 years younger.
so,ive known him more than 30 years.. anyway.
Outlaw.
Hard to believe aint it?
What kind of mind is this? Im a guy who gets steamed up but dont say anything, then I snap and go nuts. Im gonna deck this guy pretty soon.
Hows this, the guys parents were absolutely nutso control freak dubs.
My boss/buddy is always complaining about how his parents made him work for no pay when he was a kid.Working in their cleaning business.
He hates his parents for doing that, because they never bought him things but went on lavish holidays themselves twice a year. Leaving their 3 kids behind. I can attest that did happen. It was a sore point with a lot of people in the cong when I was a kid.
Anyway. The other week, we had to work at night. Guess what?
He had his 12 year old boy and 11 year old girl there, slaving till 4AM! On the job. He screamed abuse at them all night and drove them to work hard.
I asked him whether he paid them at all.
....you guessed it!
I couldnt believe THAT one...
theres a guy i know.
we were in the dubs together ever since i was 10.. hes 5 years younger.
so,ive known him more than 30 years.. anyway.
Same guy. Today.
Im supposed to get paid yesterday. He just said ,"Oh, my secretary didnt get around to it" Making up my pay.
I only work 3 days a week and get virtual pocket money from this guy, but its all I got.I cant even buy petrol.
So I ask again today. She "still hasnt got round to it". He says, "Tomorrow for sure".
Anyway, at 10am today we're in the van and he says to me to count how much moneys in his wallet, because hes not sure how much there is and he wants to bank it.
Hes won it at the casino he says.
I pull out a wad of 50 buck notes a quarter inch thick .
Count them one at a time. $4200.
He laughs , says, "my spending money for the week".
This guys an ex dub I known 30 years.
Believe this guy??
this thread is dedicated to all of the horny stud's out there who think with their penis: "big breasts, nice ass, i wanna mound her, blah, blah, blah...." i suppose then this would include ever man in the entire world, as horny as they are, just thinking about one thing and one thing only, sex...not that sex is a bad thing, sex is very nice, except maybe if you're a single jw, then your hand is your personal best friend.
but even so, they still think of sex, they just won't admit to it, or have lost the key to their chastity belt.
when a man see's a nice looking woman, what's the first thing they think about: "wow, wonder what she looks like naked", not "i bet she has a wonderful personality.
Men give love for sex, and women give sex for love.
So all you girls out there looking for your true love..
give it up!
this thread is dedicated to all of the horny stud's out there who think with their penis: "big breasts, nice ass, i wanna mound her, blah, blah, blah...." i suppose then this would include ever man in the entire world, as horny as they are, just thinking about one thing and one thing only, sex...not that sex is a bad thing, sex is very nice, except maybe if you're a single jw, then your hand is your personal best friend.
but even so, they still think of sex, they just won't admit to it, or have lost the key to their chastity belt.
when a man see's a nice looking woman, what's the first thing they think about: "wow, wonder what she looks like naked", not "i bet she has a wonderful personality.
I think Butt and Gil warrior should get together.
They could comfort each other and experiment to their hearts content.
this thread is dedicated to all of the horny stud's out there who think with their penis: "big breasts, nice ass, i wanna mound her, blah, blah, blah...." i suppose then this would include ever man in the entire world, as horny as they are, just thinking about one thing and one thing only, sex...not that sex is a bad thing, sex is very nice, except maybe if you're a single jw, then your hand is your personal best friend.
but even so, they still think of sex, they just won't admit to it, or have lost the key to their chastity belt.
when a man see's a nice looking woman, what's the first thing they think about: "wow, wonder what she looks like naked", not "i bet she has a wonderful personality.
I gotta speak the truth.
If Im hanging around a woman, talking to her, friendly...
Im thinking sex.
If Im not sexually interested...
Im not interested in her at all. I ignore her.
SORRY...
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OZZIE....OI!...
